Dig Deep

It's that time once again to go out and buy a new paper calendar--if you're a dinosaur or live in a cave without hot and cold running iPhones, iPads and 24/7 Facebook. The simplest cellphone will automatically update the time, Daylight savings or not. I remember the day when the only calendar was paper and hung on the wall or sat on your desk, I got two of those this year from companies I do business with. I couldn't figure out what to do with them or where to put them besides the trash, so I kept them to keep from feeling guilty.

Anyway all that was said to say Yippee! a new year is here in a matter of hours for me, some part of the world it is already here. People, in The USA at least, make a big fuss about it. I almost never have except in a previous life(style) to curl up around a bottle, get stoned and stay inside where it's safe. Now I pay it even less mind. Although I do like to look over the past year and see if I've moved along in my faith or personhood and figure what needs shoring up, throwing out or making brand new. It's a great time for that.

One of those things is, I don't ever want a shallow faith. I don't want to just show up at church on Sunday and go home to what I was doing before I got there. I want change, and that will take work.

Here's what Jesus said, "Whoever comes to Me, and hears My sayings and does them, I will show you whom he is like: He is like a man building a house, who dug deep and laid the foundation on the rock."-Luke 6:46

Coming to Jesus is relatively easy since it is an act of faith and we can't see Him-YET.

Hearing Him takes a little more work. Of course there is hearing and there is hearing. One just takes the sound vibrations into our ears(no effort at all), the other is to take those sayings and apply to our lives. By the way, if we are still talking about Jesus here, we don't get to cherry-pick the ones we like and forget the rest. Doing those sayings will take a lot more work and lifelong dedication.

And we're just two commas into the first sentence. Phew!!! wipe your brow

Doing the above, Jesus says, is like building a house, and every house has foundation, and if not, it's just a shed, hut or hovel. To have any real substance, my house needs a foundation. I could diverge here and go off into all the ways that Christ is the foundation throughout scripture but I won't.

Before you even laid the foundation, you had to dig down deep until you get to solid ROCK.

The ROCK is the most important part but it takes work to get to it. you have to dig, Jesus said, and not just a little. we have to dig DEEP. We can't settle for the shallows such as words alone or scripture memorization and passive church attendance. But, we need to strive for and mine the depths of God.

Only one way to go deep and its all internal, spiritual things.

For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God.1 Corinthians 2:10

Search me [thoroughly], O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts!

 And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.Psalms 139:23-24

This is the work of digging down deep and getting to the foundation so our house is secure. Allowing God unfettered access to the deepest parts of our heart and soul.

Stop relying on externals and meet God where He dwells, in our hearts by faith. I don't want just the theological knowledge of these truths, I want the experiential know how. I want to live out of my heart more this year. I want to meet God there and look deep and long into His things.

Happy New Year

Borrowed Armor

Can I see a show of hands for how many of you have heard, read or seen the scriptures on your spiritual armor?

Quite a few. That's what I thought.

And for those of you who haven't here you go-

Ephesians 6:11-16

Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

 Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one.

I hope I haven't lost you. This is good.

The armor that some of us put on along with our clothes every morning is really not bought(not by us, but purchased by Christ with His life and blood), 

It is all borrowed except for one piece, faith, and I believe even that has been gifted to us.

"So, what's the fuss Mike about it being borrowed?"

I'm glad you asked.

I believe that if we believe that we are wearing Christ's armor rather than our own, we can/will be ever stronger. If we wear our own we are limited, but if Christ's then the lid is off and there is no limit to the battles fought and won.

In order of mention-

1. The belt of truth.

We still must put it on and make it a part of us TRUTH.

Firstly that Christ is and is for us. Not some subjective knowledge but truth. There can only be one. It comes down, not to what I believe but what IS. If you are unsure, then it is not truth, at least not to you, and without it you will be caught half naked with your pants/dress around your ankles.

2. Breastplate of righteousness. His not ours. His is everlasting all powerful and ours alone is a filthy weak thing.

The breast plate protects our most vital organ, the heart. Without it we cannot go very far. Unfortunately these days too many live from their day-to-day circumstance rather than our heart.

Make your plans but let God order your steps.

3. Shoes- the gospel- the good news- are you prepared with it and are you at PEACE with it.

The good news that Christ lived and died and lived again for us so that we can rise in new life too.

This brings me more peace than a full bank account.

4. The shield of faith. This is a gift not a loan as the others are. This one we must hold on to and use, we cannot leave home without it, but in the end we will leave it at the door. We will need it no longer when we are in heaven with Christ.

5. Helmet of salvation that guards the mind. Are you secure in your salvation? A sure cure for a troubled mind. Not a salvation by how good or accomplished I am, but by what Christ accomplished for me on His cross. The death for our sins but His rising again for our acquittal.

6. The only weapon we are given is His word and it is a sword, not a rapier but a dirk. A small straight sword used for cutting and killing. It has A point to it and cuts both ways.

Again it is borrowed since it is His word.

And the only sure hold-in-your-hand kind of evidence is the bible. If you have your doubts about its veracity, you are missing some other parts of the armor if you have any at all. If you doubt it, you probably have not prayerfully read much or any of it.

Doubters and complainers usually doubt what they are ignorant of and complain about the very things that they do or don't do. ie people that complain about the churches money and teaching on it are the very ones that never give more than a buck or two.

Let's use our borrowed armor well, use it till it is dented, bent and tarnished. I think its original owner is most happy in the end to get it back well used.

Suspicious Love

We can love someone though we might not be able to trust them. So it is with God.

The Bible's verdict is that God loves us because He chooses to despite our faults, sins, and failings. He doesn't give up and say, "That's the last straw, and dump us off," but continues knowing that there is hope and He believes in hope. In fact, hope is only second to love, which by the way God IS, in its track record at transforming hearts and therefore entire lives.

The great love chapter sums it up--

Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13

I said all that to say we can love someone without necessarily trusting them or even liking them much.

Just ask any mother with a treacherous wayward son, or father with a much to wild or loose daughter.

Why do they get burned time and again, it's not because they trust it's because they hope in a future change that they genuinely yearn to see for their loved ones own peace and happiness.

Once again, besides the image of God we are made in, we act much like Him.

So it is with God, He may not trust us with certain things, but yet helps us out of one more jam hoping we look up to see Him looking down with love and pulling the magic strings.

Romans 8:24-25

For in hope we were saved. But hope which is seen is not hope. For how can one hope for what he already sees?

 But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure.

Take the Chain Off he Door

Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me.-Jesus Christ in Revelation 3:20

A verse used extensively over the years to speak the heart of the Gospel and no doubt God's heart for people 'astray'. As a pastor, I have found nearly legion the numbers of people that can believe the truth of this verse BUT...

It takes faith to open the door, only a smidgen, and Christ didn't say how wide so I take it that a crack will do. 

My point to this being, I have seen the aforementioned legion able to believe and able to open the door, but unable to believe that Christ actually comes in to be with them in such friendly terms as a meal.

It may be that the previous four verses have left a dent in their heart, but truth often hurts, and more from those who love us most;

V15 you're lukewarm and I wish you would pick cold or hot

V16 I spue lukewarm water out of my mouth

V17 you think you need nothing, but are really wretched, miserable, poor, blind and naked--

V18 buy from me gold refined in fire and eye salve so you can see.

V19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten. Therefore be zealous and repent.

Therefore is there for us to see that, He tells us this in love and V20 means after all that He still wants to live with us.

The answer is not to believe in ourselves, but Him. Not merely His existence or who He is, but in His love for us, and out of that love He has a desire to hang out with us as a TRUE FRIEND would.

And yet, closer than any earthly friend. Believe is more than a nice platitude, it's a life altering choice.

The Same God

2 Corinthians 4:6-15

For it is the God who commanded light to shine out of darkness, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.

The same God who spoke into darkness and nothingness and created light, a light that never before existed, is the same God who brought light to your hearts in the form of and through Jesus Christ. The same God who brought real light and real truth to our hearts in the face of Jesus Christ.

And lest we think we are gods ourselves, the Apostle reminds us,

7 But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. 

THINK--cracked clay pots holding the dazzling brilliance of THE SAME GOD willing to dwell with us, IN US.

If we can keep this in mind, God can do some mighty things in and through us. The moment we think we are SOMETHING, is the moment we begin to lose sight of the LIGHT and who it is who brought it.

PERHAPS, that is why the troubles come. To remind us, not punitively nor with malice, but with a loving Hand, as God ushers us ever closer to Him.

8We are hard- pressed on every side, yet not crushed; 

He will not let us be crushed, though we can often feel the overwhelming pressures of life.

we are perplexed, but not in despair; 

Confusion sets in the moment we look for more than God, He who made us can save us.

9persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed—

Some truths take an iron grip of faith to hang on to, and this is one. When the entire world including those humans who are most suppose to love us have betrayed, rejected or turned against us, even through OUR OWN failures. WE--who we really are in Christ-- can never be struck down, can never be destroyed for we... 

10 always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body.

Just as the true life of Jesus was not revealed until He died and rose again, nor will the beauty of ours be brought into view until we have been battered, bruised, pierced and struck down, for surely, IN HIM, we will rise again here in this life and in the hereafter.

 10For we who live are always delivered to death for Jesus’ sake, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So then death is working in us, but life in you.

 And since we have the same spirit of faith, according to what is written, “I believed and therefore I spoke,” we also believe and therefore speak, knowing that He who raised up the Lord Jesus will also raise us up with Jesus, and will present us with you. 

An attitude worth keeping, just as Jesus did,

15For all things are for your sakes, that grace, having spread through the many, may cause thanksgiving to abound to the glory of God.

Paul wrote, "for your sakes." WE are the 'your' he was talking about, and he was as human as we, and now we go through all of these things for YOUR SAKES that the same grace we know in Christ May spread to you.

If that attitude be in us, it will surely make the bumpy ride here more joyful.

Comfortable?

As I rode in a van across Nicaragua a dear friend with us said, "I'm not comfortable." That was the mid-90's and we were not Contras, Sandinistas nor CIA, we were missionaries there to spread the gospel of the kingdom. On our way to a prison to hold a service, our beat up Mitsubishi van was packed  with 7 guys, sound equipment and food for the inmates (in the US we bring literature, in Nicaragua we bring FOOD) and it was Nicaraguan HOT! The road was bumpy and the place prone to uprisings and sudden Civil War.

Needless to say the other 6 members looked at him with unbelief, like it even needed to be said. One even yelled, "Stop the van! R's not comfortable!" and made a big scene, in fairly good humor.

We were all uncomfortable!

But our sense of mission overcame our discomfort and even made discomfort a pleasure, for the Gospel's sake.

I believe most Christians in North America, including I, have been rocked to sleep in the comfortable arms of the world around us.

After Jesus had gone to such great pains to pass down to us the info of how this is going to all turn out, are we going to give a collective yawn and sigh when we now think of His imminent return?

That means he could come back while I'm writing this.

His disciples came right out and asked, "When are you coming back, and what will the signs be?"

"Wars, plagues, earthquakes and such." 

"Sin will be rampant everywhere, and the love of many will grow cold.-Matthew 24:12

Sound familiar, it's what you read in this mornings newspaper, and even if we can focus our prophetically manic minds on those signs we often relegate the end result to Sunday School classes and once a decade sermons.

Christ's imminent return

We need to shake ourselves as Samson did when he woke up bound and blinded in prison.

We need to not only remember the fact, we need to act on it.

Matthew 24:14

And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

Some unintentionally foolish preachers have failed to parse the word ALL correctly. The Greek word πασ or transliterated into English pas. That part is useless info until you realize it doesn't mean some magic counter to when the last person hears, but instead going to each people group and ALL means some of each.

I said all that to say that there is nothing else that really needs to happen before Jesus pulls us all out of here.

Keeping this close to our hearts, mouths and feet will change how we act.

How we participate in our local church.

How we give to our local church.

How we relate to our neighbors, strangers, family and friends.

How we behave in secret and in public.

Jesus capped it all off with a tightly cinched knot.

But he who endures to the end shall be saved.-Matthew 24:13

Endures means more than hiding in a secure hole with our lounge chair and big screen.

...and then the end will come.- Matthew 24:14

We cannot fit too comfortably into the world around us. We are to be in it, and to be all things to all people(1 Corinthians 9:22), but we cannot be too close without losing the most important things.

Things are LOOKING UP

The Splinter In My Mind

This blog originally aired here 9/6/10.

As I reread it I thought of all the life changing things that have gone on since then.

Could it have been the result of pursuing the SPLINTER?

I remember the day, if not the date, I prayed something like; I might not completely understand it(Holiness) Lord, but I want to, if you said to be it, that means we can. And no matter what it takes I want to be what you want me to be.

Well....

After 9/6/10;

March 2011 my wife and I went on a dream trip to New York City to see The Allman Bros Band at Beacon Street theater(my dream not hers).

A grandson, Tobias, was born April 1, 2011 and we began to raise him full time in June of that year.

That same month, I moved on from pastoring, after 11 years, to find what God wanted for/from my life.

Four months later I was diagnosed with Head and Neck Cancer, and went through Chemo and Radiation treatments, losing 40# in the process and eating through a tube in my stomach while curled up semi-permanently on the couch watching endless episodes of you-name-it on History Channel.

My writing gene shut off with the diagnosis, I haven't a clue why, but I'm grateful it returned with my health.

The SPLINTER IN MY MIND however. did not shut off.

Jesus told us to be perfect just as our Father in heaven is perfect. Matthew 5:48

Peter quoted the Old Testament verse “Be Holy for I Am Holy” 1 Peter 1:15-16

The word holy is printed on the front of your bible. Did you ever wonder how a book could be holy, no matter whose book it was? Maybe it was placed there by King James to scare the hell out of the huddled masses.

Anyway, this word Holy just wouldn’t leave me alone. Like Morpheus told Neo about the Matrix,

“What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. 

You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. 

You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.“

I love God with “all” of my heart. In fact, I have devoted my life to serving Him. I pastor(ed) a somewhat odd collection of saints, we are small, but very cool. I live my life to see people come to know this God who has so freely, extravagantly and sacrificially loved me. I really have no other goals in life but to see the kingdom of God expanded and sinners rescued, at the same time like most of you, I also must struggle to get through this world and make the ends meet somehow. God is a tremendous provider, but that does not exempt me from the struggle and the trial. To carry on this earthly struggle without it overcoming the heavenly struggle is a huge, if not immense challenge that has sidelined more than one saint. As I said, this word and thought from God just won't leave me alone.

“HOLY”

For me it’s one of those things of God that church just can’t satisfy. At church you can learn about it, hear great sermons about it, respond to altar calls in tears, but it seems to end there. Church never can satisfy the itch of what God is really leading us to (Remember the splinter in the mind). This must be worked out between me and God alone in the darkness of a great foggy unknown.

Many people start down that road with God but very few continue to find out what is past that cloud a hundred yards down. 

     God and church become some kind of panacea to cover the burning need for God without really getting Him. Church, then becomes some kind of anesthetic for the pain caused by that splinter in our mind that keeps beckoning us down the rocky path that we can only see a few yards and a few moments ahead.

Unfortunately, most choose the safe path, the one with all the road signs marked off, that is well maintained, nice bright street lights to mark the way with Burma shave signs along the way that promise us promotion, success, health and wealth.

     I have decided that I will take the unknown rocky road (not the ice cream). I believe God is in the cloud beckoning us to plunge into Him. He displays his power in the whirlwind and the storm. The billowing clouds are the dust beneath his feet. Nahum 1:3 (NLT)

Hijacked!

“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,

Nor have entered into the heart of man

The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.” 1 Corinthians 2:9

I can see all the heads nodding, and even hear a few hearts thumping at these beautiful words found in the bible. Heck I'm standing on my seat jumping up and down. 

     We've all heard them, said them, or dreamed of them when we were going through a particular hard time. 

Perhaps, you merely heard the words come across a pulpit as the preacher brought you to a place of faith. But, if you only focused on these words, which most of us do, you would miss the beauty and also difficulty of what is really going on.

I say that yours, mine,and our natural reason and fleshly desires have hijacked the true purpose of The Apostle Paul's words as he penned them.

Now if you only want to be tickled by scripture rather than filled with truth, STOP READING NOW, tuck the verse away like a feather and bring it out only when you FEEL bad and/or are plagued by troubles. 

SO SINCE YOUR STILL HERE?

Indulge yourself in a little tickle then put the feather away, because I want you to see what is really going on(and it's much better than a feather).

Step back a little and see how verse 9 starts;

But as it is written:

Meaning, he quoted it from the existing Hebrew scripture at the time.

Isaiah 64:4 (I used KJV  here since it treated this best)

For since the beginning of the world men have not heard, nor perceived by the ear,

neither hath the eye seen, O God, beside thee,

what he hath prepared for him that waiteth for him.

Even there our mind (if you're like me) clips the verse and forgets 'that waiteth for him.'

Wait, as it is used here is not the same as sitting around hoping this happens.

Wait was used in 1611 for the Hebrew word חכה which sounds a lot like clearing your throat.

חכה Has within its meaning, to long for and adhere to.

Which presupposes a person who is longing for God more than just a better day.

Paul goes on in First Corinthians 2:10

But God has revealed them to us through His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God.

Oh that big BUT gets in the way of what our hijacking flesh wants it to be doesn't it?

Now, it becomes more than a healing, more than more money, more than forcing the world to go along with our short-sighted plans.

Now, it's talking about our insides, not the parts the surgeon sees, but the unseen heart where God wants to live.

The hijacker doesn't want our plane to go there, because then he would be done for.

     Not convinced yet? Lets go to 1 Corinthians 2:4-8 which qualifies the quote.

I'm paraphrasing;

Verse 4 Paul says he doesn't want you to hear his words, but the Spirit behind the words.

Verse 5 so that your faith is not in how much you or your pastor know, but in the 'power of God'.

And then he goes on to eloquently state that truth/wisdom is more caught than taught.

'But as it is written:' from verse 9 is more well stated in the New Living Translation-

'That is what the Scriptures mean when they say,'

which now holds us to a read of the surrounding verses.

He doesn't leave us hanging at, But God has revealed them to us through His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God.

Paul continues to explain that he doesn't mean money, power and prestige, but the things of the heart.

The one trying to hijack the truth for its own purpose is not the Devil, but our own selfish desires.

If we follow them we will miss out on things the,

Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,

Nor have entered into the heart of man (more than you can imagine)

The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.

We have a hijacker aboard our lives who masquerades as a passenger and even the pilot at times.

Romans 7:23

but it's pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight(of spiritual things and God's Law which is Spirit). Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge.

We've been HIJACKED!

Galatians 5:17-18 The Message

For there is a root of sinful self–interest in us that is at odds with a free spirit, just as the free spirit is incompatible with selfishness. These two ways of life are antithetical, so that you cannot live at times one way and at times another way according to how you feel on any given day. Why don't you choose to be led by the Spirit and so escape the erratic compulsions of a law–dominated existence?

Lets kick the hijacker out of the plane without a parachute, so he cannot live to ride another day.

Choose to live and seek the truth of God revealed to us by His Spirit dwelling within us.

Jesus said, The Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all things that I said to you. -John 14:26

 

Forward Facing Faith

I want to have a living breathing faith that grows and moves ahead, but to do that I need to move myself forward or at least lean that way.

BUT, there does seem to be something treacherous going on in me because I find I like the idea of moving forward more than the actual working faith that it will take to do it.

I don't want to stay the same, yet I want to change without things changing around me.

Bottom line, I do not want to stay where I'm at today in my faith,

no matter how good that is, but especially true if it's a bad place.

This requires a constant leaning forward, a looking up ahead to things that will be and not being content with the Status Quo no matter how comfortable that seems to be at the time.

Like the Apostle Paul said, and he accomplished enough for three lifetimes,

... I keep going on, trying to grasp that purpose for which Christ Jesus grasped me. My brothers, I do not consider myself to have grasped it fully even now. 

But I do concentrate on this:

I forget all that lies behind me and WITH HANDS OUTSTRETCHED to whatever lies ahead I GO straight for the goal – 

my reward the honour of my high calling by God in Christ Jesus.-Philippians 3:12-14

There is a price to pay for NOT moving forward that is greater than the cost of proceeding forward, for faith once it has been birthed in a soul never really dies nor will it be denied.

In the bible, very often growing trees and flowing rivers are used to describe a growing and flowing life.

If the tree isn't watered and tended it withers, dies and turns to fertilizer.

The river if it stops flowing turns into a swamp and only snakes, lizards and crocs live there.

The cost of moving forward is the tree being occasionally trimmed which hurts but causes continued growth. And, the rivers can and will flood their banks from time to time. The waves will get boisterous and come near to drown us, and some things will come to a painful end, but the seeds from these must be buried deep so they can one day grow into the great shade trees they were designed to be.

We're not the people we were twenty years ago or even yesterday, and it will take a lot of leaning into the wind and rowing against the tide to get us to our tomorrows. 

I couldn't see it back then but as I look back now I can see that a Forward Facing Faith no matter how much, fear, sweat and sacrifice has been worth it.

To stay the same would have been a life filled with regret. 

Nobody wants that.

We need to strive for life rather than just survive.

Breath of Forgiveness

How many times do we read the bible and say to ourselves, "Sure, He was Jesus or He was God"?

How easy is that to shift the blame or responsibility, in a twisted sort of way. ? Again and again Jesus tells us to forgive, and if we don't, by the way, we can't be forgiven ourselves. Oh, how bad do I want that not to be literally true!

Before Jesus died, he often used the phrase, "or my Father in heaven won't forgive you."

Matthew 6:15

But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins.

Try not to look now, but Jesus said that right after, and within the same breath of telling people how their prayers should look. Now called the Lord's Prayer, but really should be called Our Prayer.

Even while a representative segment of the world's population, lead by His Chosen people, beat, maimed and crucified Him. He still wouldn't let up on this topic.

Jesus said(while hanging from a cross), "Father, forgive them, for they don't know what they are doing." And the soldiers gambled for his clothes by throwing dice.-Luke 23:34

He found this as easy as breathing, for even after He had died and His closest friends were cowering in fear, He shows up, walking through the walls no less, and breathes on them.

He tells them to receive the Holy Spirit, but then still not letting up on the forgiveness thing, tells them to forgive and if they don't nobody gets forgiven.

Within the same BREATH He told them,

"If you forgive anyone's sins, they are forgiven. If you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven. "John 20:23

So whether dead, alive, risen or dead we are to forgive and it's to be as easy and common as breathing.

Lord help us All!

What Doth Hinder Thee?

Ok, it's not the catchiest title, what with the Old King James language and all, but this is a sermon I heard at least 21 years ago, and that's at least part of my point.

That sermon rocked me and it was sticky, what all sincere Preachers of the Gospel hope, strive and pray for.

I don't even remember for sure who preached it, but I still recall the fragment of scripture the Preacher used as his tag line, a modified "what doth hinder me to be baptized?" Stripped down to its core idea, what doth hinder me?

Acts 8:36

And as they went on their way, they came unto a certain water:and the eunuch said, See, here is water; what doth hinder me to be baptized?

From a story in Acts Chapter 8 of an Ethiopian driving a chariot and reading the Hebrew scroll of Isaiah, he senses that it has more meaning and Phillip a disciple of Jesus comes along, miraculously, and explains it. This leads the man to faith and a desire to complete his belief by the rite of Baptism.

His question to Philip is, does anything prevent me from going through with this? To which he replies, “If you believe with all your heart, you may.”

And he answered and said, “I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God.”

The preacher the day I heard this message (then as a recently converted and excited follower of Christ) was asking in essence, "What keeps you from believing all the way?"

"What keeps you from going all in?(all in with this "Jesus Stuff" as my detractors have called it")

Is it your present sinful condition?

Is it your doubts, fears and worries?

Is it your fear of losing something and gaining nothing?

Is it your worry over what people will think?

Jesus has an answer for all of these, and I can tell you from my experience as a disciple in the church for ten years followed by eleven years of starting and pastoring a church in a city foreign to me (but still in the same state) and now two years after leaving that church to another man to continue,

I still ask myself occasionally "What doth hinder me?"

Now I ask you "What doth hinder YOU?"

Guiltless

Guilt- a word that immediately conjures up in us our darkest deeds or at least our most embarrassing. Five little letters that have the power to force us to spill our darkest secrets at the merest sight, smell or lightbulb flash of memory. Five characters that have driven men(or women) to drink, divorce and worse. 

Guilt, it can't be weighed on the highest tech scale, yet it weighs more than the Titanic and is strapped seemingly irremovable to our backs by the strongest cables winched to our heart and anchored in our soul.

When we condemn ourselves for failure or actions, more often failing to act which is called regret, we have judged ourselves on a scale of human standard or the lower mean and letter of God's law versus the higher standard or the spirit and intent of His law.

We in grievous error weigh ourselves with our own inferior scales and not through the lens of God's attitude toward us.

John 8:11 Jesus(the Truest judge and judge of us all) tells the woman , the truly guilty woman deserving of death, "neither do I condemn you. Go and sin no more."

Hebrews 10:10

...God's will was for us to be made holy by the sacrifice of the body of Jesus Christ, once for all time.

Who are we to argue, but oh we do don't we, before God?

     "But God I really am guilty!"

If we could stop our own thoughts long enough to hear God's, we could live truly guilt free lives, and isn't that the essence of personal freedom? We could have this freedom in the deepest dungeon or the meanest of circumstances.

Incomprehensible Love

To say 'God Loves,' is at once a huge statement of cosmic import, and a supreme oversimplification of how God feels and acts towards His beloved creation.

I man, can only partially comprehend and/or apprehend the truth that the god of creation loves us more than, and with qualities,we can only vaguely grasp.

The bit or crumb, of God's love, that we CAN grasp is so utterly marvelous that it takes senses in us we don't fully understand or appreciate, and so fail to enjoy and make full use of the fact (in reality more than a mere fact) of God's love.

To carry that sense of His love as more than fact or even simple feeling can and will carry us through the toughest of circumstance and compel us to carry that message to the uttermost parts of the earth, even if that happens to be right next door.

Just as to ‘believe’ in the Greek sense is more than ascension to His being, reality or truth. Actually meaning is knowing trust and confidence in.

So too, God’s love takes something more to grasp (more than blind ascension).

Reading this we sense the truth of it yet don’t know how we do it.